Next week will be the final week of actual schooling for me. After that, it's preparations for exams. I am...insanely calm. Is that normal? My grades aren't that high, they're average I guess. Well, let's hope the calm stays with me until the end of this ride.
Onto a new topic. Old flames. I have quite a few. Most I'm still on very good terms with and a few, not as much. One old flame in particular has sprung up. We never actually were a couple, but we were much more closer than friends. We're still good friends and he has a girlfriend which I'm happy for. Fact. However, he says he misses me and that he needs me. 'Though I love my girlfriend, you're so special to me'.
Really.
Why does he do that? Why do guys do that? Just because I refused being his girlfriend in the past, what makes him think that I would want him now?? Especially that he's actually with someone as well. He was actually willing to leave her if I accepted. Sigh, I know that some boundaries are supposed to be placed but I really wish that I didn't even need to consider boundaries in the first place. We are all human anyway.
Okay, I'm done with my little vent. Apologies. I'll post up a proper entry when I get the time. Time seems so limited nowadays.
Until then.
xx
I'm alright, thanks:) Just been a little unmoved. The detectiving sound good though, we'll save that for your trip to London:p
ReplyDeleteAnd this guy sounds like a twat, if you'll mind my french. And a twat for putting you into that situation. But I still maintain that you must be insanely beautiful, to not only have "quite a few" old flames, but to make guys who already have girlfriends want you as their girlfriend. Wowsers.
The word.
ReplyDeleteWell, four is still pretty good. And if what you say is true, and I have no doubt that it is, then it sounds like you are best to steer clear form this guy anyways. But allow me to insert another little GRRRRRR! here as I shake my head at those males who have something that I do not, but chose to take it for granted instead of revere what they have been gifted with. And that was ME saying that my intrinsic far out weigh my external profundities. There is nothing wrong with YOU having both to the affirmative:)
Oh, and did I mention "the word"?
p.s. I like that you put a question mark after the 'four':D Actually, now that you ask me, I think it was more like six:P