Bloody fluorescent lights. Why are they so bright? Why am I here? Why is everything so white? Okay, I gotta sit up because the stupid lights are burning my eyes.
Holy shit, where am I? What is this place? What the hell is this weird apron thingy doing on my body? Where are my real clothes? Okay, think, where was I last?
I...I can't remember.
DOOR! I need to escape. Where is a door? Nothing. It's just four walls. I don't like this; not one bit at all. Fuck, my head's throbbing like crazy. Stupid brain cells, stop partying up there. We've got to work through this together. What's this? There's a tag on my arm.
Experiment #1.004.69
Heh, I like the last two digits. No, no time to be immature. Think... I'm an experiment?? For what? Why, out of everyone else, did they pick me?
*Clink*
Oh wow, the wall in front of me is opening. Great! Someone's here!
...
This isn't right. This can't be right. You're...me. Why do you look like me? Who the fuck are you?! Why are you in my clothes?? Don't smile at me you stupid bitch, give me back my clothes. My face! That's not your property! Why...why can't I talk? Right, try screaming...now. Nothing? Where is my voice?
'She's awake, calm her down again.'
That's my voice! What on earth is happening around here? I demand an explanation! Do you hear me?
...Can't you hear me?
Okay, dude. I don't know where you came from, but back off. That syringe is not going anywhere near me. Seriously, fuck off. Argh, Jesus Christ, you didn't have to tackle me down. This stuff is strong. I'm feeling lethargic already.
There's a mirror in the bottom corner. How come I didn't notice it before? Someone, or something is staring at me. They literally have no skin; it's all just a vision of blood and veins. What is it? What are you? Wait, you're imitating me. Is that me now? Yes, yes it is.
That thing in the mirror...is me.
A dream I had last night. Apologies for the informal language. I wrote it as how I remembered it.
Until next time.
xx
Whoa! Going mental with the posts of late. It's good:) Wacky dream, but then I guess they all are, really. Feeling trapped? Not allowed to be yourself and think your thoughts? NO worries about the potty mouth too, but is that a reflection of your true nature? Or just when someone pisses you off?:P
ReplyDeleteHow are you doing though? You alright? Sound like a stressful dream. And if I have stressful dreams it usually means something.
Well, I say that dreams reveal the hidden anguish within ... or at least just what you were thinking of that day. Study patterns? How many exams do you have and when? Don't worry, if you didn't need motivation to study for exams then something would be seriously wrong. I'm the same as you I guess, just alright.
ReplyDeleteThere you are:) Well, EKK! Five exams sucks, but you'll do well. Take them one at a time and it will be easy. Hopefully:D You've got ages though, enough to relax for a bit. You're not going to school in the interim though, right? What have you been doing? Apart from having crazy dreams that is >.< I don't know so much about things happening for a reason, tho ... I hope it's true but I don't know yet.
ReplyDeleteOw, tid bits. What might they be? INTERESTED!:P Running, can't say I'm a fan of the traditional 'jogging' type, used to play high level spot and hatted the running part of training. Again though? What made you stop? Yeah, final weeks same as always and see me wondering if I should be leaving again. The uncertainly gets less exciting and more annoying as you get older:P
ReplyDeleteOw! I LOVE this game! Guess - NO ONE has ever gotten it right:P Ah, thought so, it is indeed a good way to get away, especially with the headphones in too. I played lots, but basketball most seriously. Waste of time in the end really, when I could have been out there with a girlfriend or something I was always practicing instead. Ohw, which new friends have you made recently?
ReplyDeleteWell, most of my thought patterns are formed around when I'll finally met someone and have a family, and sometimes I wonder too much about where that will actually be. I always seem to be in a perpetual state of movement, when what I want more than anything else is to settle down and stay put. It's a maddening dichotomy sometimes. And it's really cold over there, REALLY cold.
I can say I'm not surprised. However, this goes into the whole 'does age really matter?' You have guessed incorrect:) but as I say, everyone does. In person I still get about 21, 22 as guesses, but I suppose I have still retained my youthful good looks:P add three to your guess.
ReplyDeleteYes, I hate the cold, so I don't know how I have managed to live in England fro so long, and why I'm going back. Guess I got used to it. The reason I am going back there specifically is to get published. I will probably give it a little while, and then head back to the warm southern land for good. But truth be told, as long as I have my own family, I could live in Iceland for all I'd care:) Intuition is KEY. I need to follow it more!
p.s. if you're not already, turn to channel 9 and watch Groundhog Day. One of the best films EVER!
ReplyDeleteTrue. Sleep well. Dream well, be well, and have some chaos for me.
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