Jinxed

If only for a second, let me hold you. Tell me all your secrets and let me know the truth. Open up your eyes, your heart and your mind. Take me with you on this journey of strength and let me bathe in your newfound glory. Pour your love into every part of my body and, just for one moment, drown me in your sadness. Link our souls to thicken our blood, let our undying support run through our veins. Promise me your last breath and in return I will let you know I already promised you mine.

Until then.
xx

Ideologies

Back and forth she swings herself in the empty park. The moon, full and bright, is the only thing that shines in her life. A gentle breeze caresses her cheek. Mother Nature knows and reminds her she is not alone. She sucks in a ragged breath and exhales slowly. She closes her eyes and a stray tear trickles down her cheek and rests upon the bow of her lips. She understands that it is nearly time.

One by one, the shadows pick themselves out of their prisons and move in a chaotic order. Slowly, curiously, they surround her in fascination. Fumbling to move ahead of each other, their fingers caress her cheek, stroke her hair, trace her jaw. Unable to see them, she jerks at their touch. These dark shapes form a line in front of the girl on the swing, revealing themselves to this complicated mortal.

Realising what they were, she knew. If anyone were to ask her precisely what was currently occurring then they would have been disappointed. Simply put, she just understood.

Her attention falls upon the figure in the centre. Tall and willowy, he steps forward towards her in a confident matter. She tries to make out the details of his face only to realise his face did not exist. As he draws near, he extends his arm.

Child. The decision is yours.

With no regrets, she links her arm to his. As if on cue, the audience of shadows bounce away from the line and huddle together creating a mass swirl of darkness before her. As gentlemanly as he is, he beckons her towards the portal to indicate for her to go first.

And just like that. She was swallowed into the darkness with not a trace of her existence left behind.

Until next time.
xx

Hanging

Rise in the morning sun
We believe In the same ideals
But it's harder to leave 
When we've come this far
And the end is near

Tell me what made you love
Just the way you do
It's the purest touch
And I wanted it too
But it seems this world won't let it be

And so will you write this down
When the siren sounds
You'll remember me
Cause this isn't meant to be
Turned into a memory
That stays until it fades
Away

Three hundred miles away
A different night
But the sky's the same
Nobody knows where you escape
That you are stranger
Show me love, I'm broke
I can't stand here on my own
If I'm going to live then I have to go
I'm danger

Until then
xx

Credits to Fade by Egyptian 

Grief

What am I doing? Why do I keep hurting myself and those around me? My mind is one fucked up place and I should know by now that no one is interested in my detrimental views. Yet time consumes me, the overthinking process commences and words flow out like deadly lava. They ooze through the cracks of my mind and seep their way towards you. Only when you are burning do I realise what chaos I have created. Only when you are burnt do I feel the full brunt of regret. 

I'm so sorry. Forgive me.

Until next time.

xx