Grief

What am I doing? Why do I keep hurting myself and those around me? My mind is one fucked up place and I should know by now that no one is interested in my detrimental views. Yet time consumes me, the overthinking process commences and words flow out like deadly lava. They ooze through the cracks of my mind and seep their way towards you. Only when you are burning do I realise what chaos I have created. Only when you are burnt do I feel the full brunt of regret. 

I'm so sorry. Forgive me.

Until next time.

xx