Ximenia

Oh man><

I don't know how he does it. My neighbour, who is a marijuana addict btw, somehow got himself employed as the book keeper of cockfight competitions. Yes, you heard right, the type of tournaments where you put two pissed off roosters into a ring and bet which rooster will win [and yeah, it's a fight to the death]; and he records all the bettings down. Yes yes it's illegal...but it's his life I guess. Talk about animal cruelty as well== [take this moment to give those roosters a moments silence please]. He came home and knocked on my house door and held a dead rooster that still had blood trickling down it's head and asked my mum if she wanted a few.
I ran into my room and stayed there. I'm still in here. If we have any chicken related dishes in the next few days I'm not eating them.

Today was pretty average. Nothing out of the ordinary. Parents argued. People getting blamed. Me feeling lethargic and unmotivated all the time...yeah, nothing new to report to you guys. Speaking of which, don't you hate the irony that parents always use?
Scenario: they yell at you and end their blabber with a question...
A) you reply to their question -->you get told off for answering back to them
B) you stay silent --->you get told off for ignoring them
Scenario: they swear at you and threaten to leave
A) you don't react -->they start complaining that no one cares
B) you look worried but stay silent --> you get the 'is that all you can say?' speech
C) you say 'noo please stay' --> you get the 'YOU'RE ONLY SAYING THAT NOW?' speech
Scenario: you're broke, cause your parents take your youth allowance money and any other moneys you get or make
A) they get annoyed when you can't afford them a good pressie for their birthdays
B) they expect you to be able to support yourself in the future and help pay off the mortgage for them
C) when you really really need money and you ask them for it, they skitz at you saying 'money doesn't grow on trees'
Scenario: your siblings are giving you hell
A) your sibling makes a false accusation and lies to your parents, saying you did something- in which you obviously didn't do --> your parents believe your sibling's lies over your truth
B) you tell your parents what your siblings did --> they tell you to stop being so ridiculous
C) you don't do anything --> your sibling continues to annoy the shizzle out of you

See? You can never win==, and if there IS a way, I'd love to find out.

Good news is, tomorrow I'm going to the Monash University opening day. There's this double degree course I'm interested in and am curious to find out more about it. Down side is, it's so far away...sigh:(

That's all from me today:) Catch up with you all later

Until next time.
xx