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I am a selfish person. I want the world's affection and will try to get it at any cost, but as the saying goes, you can't buy happiness. No I take it back. I need raw love from just someone. One person that needs me as much as I'd need them. The people I surround myself with, they can be talking about something and not notice me suffocating in the corner. My silence is deafening to myself. I am trying so hard to figure out what I want but I just can't , for the life of me, figure it out. Fake smiles everywhere to everyone. The days are long, my sighs are heavier. The clock ticks. I think... I want out.

Until next time.

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