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What if life was just a game and I was losing?
What if the objectives were actually quite simple to meet, what if the only way to level up was to conform?
What if we were all players of this large mind controlling game?
What if the only way to win was to conform?

 Is that why I'm losing?

I'm just trying to make sense of this constant noise in my head. Despite the crap running through my brain, I'd like to believe I'm actually a fairly simple person. I just feel... Misplaced. Like a checkers piece on a chess board. Or a pen near a jigsaw puzzle. I don't make sense, I don't belong in this arena. So tell me then, how close am I to the edge?

 When is it Game Over?

Until then.
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